How do you see yourself? Do you compare yourself to the LORD or would you more likely compare yourself to that guy who just cut you off in traffic, someone obviously a sinner? Do you ever see others as less deserving than you, maybe that person pulling into the parking space closer to your destination and now you have to park farther away?
All too often our points of comparison are against others we see with magnified flaws. Now, we justify ourselves as ‘not as bad as’ rather than against the holy God. It is always best when comparing one’s self to choose the lesser than the Greater. We want to be like the Pharisee:
Certainly we would never begin praying to God with that pious ‘I thank God I’m not like others’ for we know that as repenting disciples we are like others but for the redemption of Jesus on our behalf. We have nothing to be proud of before God for He made the way back to Himself and He drew us to Himself by the Holy Spirit. But, isn’t it amazing how quickly we may discover ourselves measuring our relationship with God against those ‘others’ who may have more apparent flaws compared to ours that we hide even from ourselves?
Then we have the unlikely model of the repentant seeker of God:
The man with nothing commendable other than coming to God in humility and openly expressing his need for what only God could provide is the one God welcomes for he comes on God’s term rather than his own. The Pharisee thought he could save himself but the tax collector—and all the rest of us—knew we could not except for the mercy of God extended toward us in Jesus. It is then in the wisdom of God that the humble become the exalted before God. Thank you, Jesus!